Have you ever cared so much for someone that you’re willing to take the blame? Instead of blaming them, you take the blame yourself for whatever happened? It’s not that you’re nice to that person, it’s the fact that you care so much about them that you’re willing to blame yourself than to see them suffer.
Don’t talk to me everyday, if all you say is we’re just going to be friends. Don’t call me “babe” if I’m just a “friend”. Don’t sweet talk, just don’t do anything beyond the friend zone. Because the one who’s going to get hurt is not you, but me.
Moving on isn’t as easy as people think it is. It really depends on what you do to help you move on. Dwelling withing the past and memories will only make it harder. It’s best to find something that’ll keep you happy and productive. The more you sit there moping about the situation will only make it harder.
You said the only reason you stop talking to me was because i kept bring us up! The only reason i kept bring us up was because i wanted to know if you still cared or not but what you said just showed me that i didnt mean anything to you at all. 9 - 10 months to you was prolly a waste of time and effort huh? Yeah, you pushed me away and ignored me. Shittt, i thought i meant something to you but i guess not. Since it is easy for you to forget about US and ME, i burnt your shit. Every single thing that reminded me of you, i burnt it!
I cry about everything. I just can’t help it. When one thing makes me cry, it starts to affect me to the point where I think about everything that makes me depressed and sad. One simple thing can make me start crying about everything else. I hate it.