State Of Mind

mrs-invisible:

Honestly, that’s kind of sad. Look around, there’s people in your own area, that are drop dead gorgeous. You’ve just never took the time to actually look, because you spend all your damn time on this shit website. Open your eyes, seriously. Go out more, maybe instead of wishing to be with one of these “cute people” you see on internet web pages, you can find someone in your local library or some shit.

callmefilipino:

No matter how hard I work, putting so much effort to make them proud - it seems like everything I do isn’t good enough for them. I feel like I’m standing on a stool, trying to meet their expectations. Even when I go further than what they expect, they’re always finding something to complain about. I’m not perfect. Gah. I will make mistakes, and I’m still learning. Why can’t they understand that?

mahalkitax3:

If you’re gonna start a conversation with me, Don’t kill it. Don’t stop responding when things get awkward. Just because our conversations aren’t turning out so well, it doesn’t give you the right to leave me hanging. At least show some effort that you’re actually trying to make things better than it already is. 

1. Go to the Mall & hangout with some friends.
2. Prolly watch a movie & catch up with friends.
3. Then MAYBE go swimming with the cool kids >:D
4. Come Home & Text people.

zeeuh:

• All I thought about was how to get more followers
• I saw all these pretty people
• I just follow pretty people’s blog with shitty blogs
• I tried to post crap that I thought that will get notes
• Mean anons annoyed the fuck out of me

But now

• I stopped caring about followers
• I realize that most of those pretty people are conceited
• Found those amazing blogs
• Be friended a lot of really nice people
• Post about whatever I fuck I want
• Anon don’t even matter anymore

crying-behind-the-smile:

First day of school [[when you see your friends]]:

After one week of school:

Midterm exams:

Christmas break:

Start of second semester:

Spring break:

Returning again:

Final exams:

Summer vacation:

After one week of vacation:

“It’s noon already?”

“Ugh, I’m bored.”

Repeat for the rest of your existence.

Cooking breakfast and heading out to the mall. Then prolly going swimming with some friends :D Hopefully today goes great.

Someone text me. Well, ask for the # first :D

I will send you guys personal Thank You messages later on today BUT for now THANK YOU for following me. I’ll follow back as soon as possible lol. To lazy to check out your page & see if I’ll follow or not(: Hope you guys enjoy my blogs!

For the past few days I haven’t been getting any good sleep lately. Yesterday I didn’t sleep until 6:30am and only got 1 hour of sleep. Days before that I’ve been waking up like at 4am or 5am and not going back to sleep. Me waking up this early is getting me a little sick day by day. I’ve been getting headaches and all that. I’m just a little worried for myself because soon I won’t get enough sleep and I’ll end up not having enough energy to get out of sleep. This isn’t healthy at all.

Why do you wake up so early? It’s 5:37am and everyone else is probably still asleep. Why do you do this to yourself? It’s very un-Healthy.

I don’t feel the usual me today. I feel sad & stress & depress. Idk what’s happening to me. Something is changing about my emotions :/ Ehhh

His fighting again… Not Manny, but someone. His talking shit about Manny -__-“